...We Immortal...
When young,
I was immortal.
I simply could not die.
But, as each day came to pass,
this quality came to lessen.
Yes, it’s rather odd
how the aspect of aging
saps immortality.
At the age I am now,
I am far more mortal
than immortal.
Oh, and I should here point out
that this has less to do with
the concept of physical aging
and far more to do
with the mental.
There are some who believe
that immortality
is inversely proportional
to maturity.
That morally mature
equals maturely mortal.
Now I don’t think
one necessarily need be stupid
to be immortal, but it does help.
No, I think it’s
rather a frame of mind…
An attitude…
A gut feeling…
A notion we hold in our youth
which we somehow lose
as we pass into old age.
When I was 16,
I would cruise in excess of
one hundred and twenty
miles per hour
on tires rated that of ninety.
It was not stupidity which
permitted me to cheat death.
No. I came to accept I could be
nothing less than immortal.
Twenty stories high on the
side of a concrete structure,
I trusted my weight to a
length of plastic garden rope.
Lo but there, a certain
gravity hung with me,
but as I pulled myself up
that straining rope,
it wasn’t Saint Darwin
watching over me.
It was
immortality.
And you…
What makes you
so different from I?
Was there not a time
when you
were immortal?
Wasn’t there?
As an infant, there was an occasion
when you learned to walk.
Yes, and there was also that moment
when a revelation struck that
each fall towards the ground
ended in pain.
As years passed you fell less and less.
You grew numb to the notion.
You passed into immortality,
and yet here with the
progression of each passing day,
the notion of the fall
comes creeping back.
There comes a time
when the site of a step ladder
brings absolute horror.
Lo, but we are old,
fragile, and indeed,
far too mortal.
Ó03 Jack David Hubbell
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